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« Reply #105 on: June 28, 2012, 04:10:37 pm » |
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Right now, I feel very sad because of Germany's defeat. And I'm also angry, frustrated and irritated because I've reached my daily post limit on Tumblr and it's not even the evening yet.  I hadn't realized I had been posting that much.. |
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Txur Niftxavang
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« Reply #106 on: June 28, 2012, 04:51:37 pm » |
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Well, f***!  . I cant tell u guys, violation of operational security... |
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« Reply #107 on: June 29, 2012, 05:14:15 am » |
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Well, f***! . I cant tell u guys, violation of operational security... I guess this equal a *BEEEEP* instead of the normal thing I guess. I seem fine...I am fine. but sometimes I wish I could hug someone else I love other than my own family. |
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« Reply #108 on: June 29, 2012, 07:46:11 am » |
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In a state of total disemotion, if that's a word. What's emotion for when it only messes up reasoning and wastes a whole lot of time...
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Takmeyalan te Tsu'erak 'Ewfwefpxìkap'itan
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« Reply #109 on: July 03, 2012, 10:51:47 pm » |
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:'( That will be all. Think that that will, uh... pretty much... sum it up. :'( :'( f*** it, I still care. Think that Vicky was the reason for my emotion. The reason that I was able to feel anything, aside from cutting. Now, I don't. Melodramatic as it is, that's what I've come to feel. So, whatever. Think what you wanna think, but that's what I feel. :'(
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« Reply #110 on: July 06, 2012, 02:16:44 am » |
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Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting
This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you
Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity
(Seek me)
For comfort
(Call me)
For solace
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me)
Completion
(Call me)
I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart
You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire, to bridge our division
In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment
(Seek me)
For comfort
(Call me)
For solace
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me)
Completion
(Call me)
I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart
Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory
For comfort, for solace
(Seek me)
For comfort
(Call me)
For solace
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart
Very good song, explains how I feel about her.
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« Reply #111 on: July 06, 2012, 01:06:11 pm » |
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It wasn't long before we had reached the clearing that we had made. We slept there countless times as kids, but we had never thought that it would come to this. Banished, we fled to the place that we glued ourselves to in our youth. The soundtrack of this place was that of rushing, constantly flowing water. In the background was a huge rock that we layed on and watched the stars. Now, this place was our home. We were welcome and belonged here, contrasing all the other previously available options. Our old home; where we were born... All those gathered on that day laghed and mocked while Kxanayä and I walked away, our eyes welled with tears of nothing but hate and sorrow. We walked until the anger became too much... We broke into lament, shouting, running until our legs burned, until our eyes were red from the tears. We can't sleep, torchured by the laughing and booing of those even who raised us to who we are now. They loved us until the second we were'nt exactly what they wanted. We cried for hours together and hated all of them: who did this. We knew that there would be no resolution of this matter... we knew that it was too late. It doesn't seem fair to you, because it isn't. I would give my leg to bet that a good majority didn't even know who or what they were booing and jeering. They had no motive other than to totally f*** us over. To cast the majority vote. To kill us by popular demand. Unfortunately, they didn't. The people who said that they'd help us just exiled us and there isn't a god damn thing that we can do. Just sit there and feel bad for ourselves.
Vur ta Na'vi re-formatted to the way that I used to post; just slightly more... uh... productive.
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« Reply #112 on: July 10, 2012, 07:26:21 pm » |
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Okay. I am f*** PISSED. I am in a band thing provided by All About Music with my brother, as, incidentally we're the most talented kids there. I have wanted to do this for a year. Signing up this year was the thing that I thought about for weeks on end. So, as it is, I play bass (7 years: half my life) and drums (1.5 years). Also, we get to make a CD of the songs that we cover and then much later, like, in October, we perform it live. So, for the CD, I opted to play both bass and drums and also singing. Live, I would play bass and sing majorly backup. Well, today, my brother wanted me to cancel my plans to practice the vocals, where he told me that because I am 13, my singing basically sucks. I told him that that's because I was screaming earlier, but he didm't buy into it. Remember when I said that music was the only thing to live for in my life? Well, now I feel like I can't even do the only thing that gives my life PURPOSE. I know that I'm amazing at bass, and amazing at singing, whereas, my brother SUCKS ASS. Sometimes, I wonder if he's singing or he's killing a cow with a thumbtack. And, on top of that, he's also said that my bass work needs "um... attention". So I flipped him off and told him to go to hell for killing the last little bit of spirit that I had in this hollow shell of an "ignorant", "arrogant dumbass" who's "too good for himself". Emotion: A cataclysmic hypernova of hatred, depression, and self-loathing. f*** him. |
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« Reply #113 on: July 11, 2012, 04:57:18 am » |
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Exceedingly depressed.
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  "He who destroys a good book kills reason itself." -John Milton "Mathematics is the gate and key to the sciences." -Roger Bacon "There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance." -Socrates |
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« Reply #114 on: July 11, 2012, 09:29:14 am » |
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Seconded. :'(
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« Reply #115 on: July 11, 2012, 10:09:39 am » |
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Thirded :'( :'( :'(
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« Reply #116 on: July 11, 2012, 01:15:43 pm » |
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Im happy  ... |
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« Reply #117 on: July 11, 2012, 02:35:22 pm » |
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We three (at least) are in need of pretty desperate help. :'( Will you?
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« Reply #118 on: July 11, 2012, 03:05:49 pm » |
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I just want to go back in time and start over.
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« Reply #119 on: July 11, 2012, 04:14:51 pm » |
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Me, too. Though, unfortunately (and I'm sorry to sound like a cynnic) it would create a time paradox. You going back in time to cancel something would negate the need to go back in time in the frist place. Trust me, I've thought about this at legnth. :'(
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