A Split Spirit - Na'vi Journal

Swok Tihawnu · March 02, 2010, 11:14:02 PM

Ok I've started writting everyday about my life, but I have a Na'vi spirit who is also a complete seperate person. I was wondering if anyone cared enough for me to post it here on the site?

Tsa'räni · March 02, 2010, 11:20:15 PM

Sure, post away!

Nanaki · March 03, 2010, 02:57:04 PM

post everyday, I'll read you

Eana Tanhì · March 04, 2010, 01:05:12 PM

Quotepost everyday, I'll read you

I agree

Na'vi Kxanìa Taronyu · March 09, 2010, 11:36:55 PM

I see you dude. I myself have a very Na'vi side as well. I've also been having recurring dreams that bring me on Pandora, like last night I had a dream that felt like 2 full days but I was asleep for 13 hours. I woke up sweaty and breathing heavily, almost like how Jake was when he was breathing the Pandorian atmosphere. But the major thing I don't forget was what Mo'at said, "This is not the only time you will be with us young one. You shall have more learning when the time comes.". Makes me think my dreams are more connected than I thought.

Duma Vadamee {Aungia Tsawkeyä} · March 10, 2010, 09:06:51 AM

iv been having those dreams too (although Mo'at didnt say anything at all like that) all iv been dreaming for the past 3 days is training with Neytiri on pandora (yeay me!

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Na'vi Kxanìa Taronyu · March 10, 2010, 11:33:54 AM

As quoting Grace, "You lucky swine."

Swok Tihawnu · March 10, 2010, 05:27:52 PM

Quote from: Na'vi Kxanì Taronyu on March 09, 2010, 11:36:55 PM
I see you dude. I myself have a very Na'vi side as well. I've also been having recurring dreams that bring me on Pandora, like last night I had a dream that felt like 2 full days but I was asleep for 13 hours. I woke up sweaty and breathing heavily, almost like how Jake was when he was breathing the Pandorian atmosphere. But the major thing I don't forget was what Mo'at said, "This is not the only time you will be with us young one. You shall have more learning when the time comes.". Makes me think my dreams are more connected than I thought.

Ever since I saw Avatar... I have those dreams. Every night is a different way of learning or seeing or just anything. I actually am starting to see two people when I look at someone. I see the person they are, and their spirit (who they truely are) I was creeped out at first and kind of scared, but I've gotten used to it and it helps me everyday now. I'm sorry about the lack of posting, but I just have been really busy with college stuff and scholarships and trying to get money for college. I promise I will start posting soon!

Duma Vadamee {Aungia Tsawkeyä} · March 11, 2010, 01:27:25 PM

dude i have s***loads of hw everyday yet i find time to go on this site everyday. whats different with you?

Eylon'wy · March 12, 2010, 03:03:45 PM

Amazing! *-*

You know you are not the alone.
You are between friends! Everybody here loves Avatar and will love everything the others fans have to post!
I know what you mean about dreams.
My dreams are fantasy, but I'd love to read yours. ^^

xoxo

Na'vi Kxanìa Taronyu · March 14, 2010, 10:11:22 PM

I sadly wasn't in Keutral last night. But Neytiri was in my house for some reason lighting the sofa on fire...

Don't know why I had that dream at all...but dreams can be awkward at times.

Niwantaw · March 14, 2010, 10:14:07 PM

things that will never be understood
1) dreams
2) sheep
3) small girls obsession with pink

Eana Tanhì · March 15, 2010, 01:23:33 PM

Quotethings that will never be understood
1) dreams
2) sheep
3) small girls obsession with pink

lol...

Swok Tihawnu · March 15, 2010, 11:37:02 PM

Man, with the novel I've started writing it's hard finding time to write for the journal alone! Now I know how 'Itan Atxur feels... First post should be up tomorrow, and if I forget you can all smite me for lieing to you! *slaps himself* I MUST REMEMBER TO POST!

Swok Tihawnu · March 17, 2010, 11:54:29 PM

Can you really sit back and let your life unfold? I never knew the answer, but all I did was kick back and enjoy my time of vegging on the couch with some video games. Soon I will leave for college and then I will be truely be on my own with nothing to hold me back. All I really ever wanted, was to marry some amazing woman and have kids and to live in a nice house in a small suberb. Too bad that's not all I had to deal with.

The next started like any other day. I went to school, saw my friends, and then came home after it was over. I walked into my home and set down my pack. It felt like all day that my conscious was asking me questions and talking to me, but it seemed random so I just blew it off. I went downstairs into the basement to clock more hours into the usual games I play. I stopped to think and to gather my thoughts only to be interupted by something else.

My head was talking to me...!? I was talking in my thoughts, but they weren't my thoughts. I started "talking" through my head to whatever this "thing" was. By the time we were done talking an hour had passed and all I had learned was that this "being" was lost in space and he had tethered his body to a satelite and somehow he split his spirit from his body. He told me his name, but sadly that was all he could remember. He started explaining his appearence and it sounded more and more like he was a Na'vi. I asked him if he knew the Na'vi race and the planet of Pandora. He suddenly sounded startled, but he confirmed that he was a Na'vi, but oddly enough he didn't remember Pandora at all...

I asked him how he managed to get into my body and he told me that it was easy, but it was hard to choose who to pick. Curious, I asked him why he picked me, why me when there are millions of other people who could embrace this a lot easier then me. He said that he picked me because he sensed a kind of purity that was radiating from my body. How was I pure? Even that thought put me in a mass sense of confusion. None of this made sense, and the more that I thought about it, the more pain I felt. After all of this, now I have to juggle school, college, work, and now on top of all this, a Na'vi spirit inside my head! My life just got a whole lot harder...

Swok Tihawnu · March 21, 2010, 05:06:26 PM

These mathematics as the humans call them are complex and complicated. It's made even worse that our mentor is absent today. Humans tell me that with these matematics and science they could make many planes and ships that may even be my ticket home. I need to learn as much as possible so maybe one day I can return to my home planet of Pandora.

I ask my human friend Kyle to draw a picture of me, but all he sees is my human's face. I wish these people could see more, but their knowledge is limited. I'm really fascinated with computers and I hope my deep interest in them will help me return home. I sit in this room with many desks that I hate. I want to be in nature, not in some building!

I think I found someone who understands my native tongue. I know english pretty well and I can speak fluent sentances, but I want to learn my own people's language. I found a book that talks about my planet and I ordered it, but it will take awhile to get here. People here are into games that they call sports. Some humans play them for fun while others play to win.

archaic · March 25, 2010, 02:38:47 AM

I like, Keep going...
(have a cookie too)

Swok Tihawnu · April 11, 2010, 01:16:06 PM

Quote from: archaic on March 25, 2010, 02:38:47 AM
I like, Keep going...
(have a cookie too)

!!! OMG THANKS !!!
Sorry I've been gone for spring break!!! Finding a job and balancing the whole damn Scholarship game with college has made life hectic! So after a long break I'm back and I will start posting again soon!

Swok Tihawnu · April 16, 2010, 07:48:18 PM

I went to both of my computer classes today. The first class our mentor will be gone for the next week, but at least I can teach myself. I'm worried for the other students because I do not know if they can teach themselves. One person from that class named Ryan became my friend. It is easy to communicate with Ryan because he talks in short, simple and incomplete sentences. I wonder if he too is Na'vi?

In the other computer class we make fast moving actions and pictures; the humans call this "video" class. I hopefully will be given a chance to imitate my home planet. Next was my English class which is now starting to study science fiction. I really wish we could study James Cameron's recent "movie" Avatar. Somehow James learned not only about my planet, but he also knows about my people, the different clans and all of our rituals. I have many questions for James and I hope to meet him one day.

Government class; we learn about how this country was formed and the many laws that govern this place. Back home the only laws were to be loyal to your clan, trust the people and to let them trust you. The most important law was to respect the people and to always be faithful and respectful to Eywa.

My final class is weightlifting. It seems like a physical enhancement class, where you can push yourself beyond your limits. After school I drove my car in search of any type of article or music that I could relate to the people. I found nothing and sadly returned home.

Swok Tihawnu · April 18, 2010, 02:46:27 PM

Some Days I do the same thing. Wait almost everyday I do the same thing, over and over. I don't understand why, but some days are fun while others are boring even though they are almost exactly the same. It shows how one little moment or sentence can make a difference.

Some days my Na'vi side is really strong while other days it's hard to even tell if it's there. A couple of days ago I cried myself to sleep wishing I could be on Pandora. Today I feel almost nothing, maybe it's because I just woke up. I barely thought of the Na'vi last night. I;m going to see Avatar for the 4th time. I feel that is the only way to keep my Na'vi spirit alive until that book comes.