reconsidering reluctantly...

[Letxuma Swizaw]

To those of you who were here from the beginning and have stuck it out i admire you for your efforts. for those of you who are newer and have no clue who i am sorry we couldnt get to know eachother. I regret to inform my aysmuk who are truely like family to me, even though i have not been here for a long while now, i have done some thinking and i have found that the tribe is not "active" enough for me. school is over for me and this rises a bright new horizon of possibilties for me. I feel the urge to do something about the state of the world, to not just change my behavior but to also influence the actions of others and, besides the few joining the tribe, it will be hard to influence many others directly through our actions.

So i will be working on a project of my own for the next few years creating an alliance of like-minded individuals to join me in creating a garrison of the seas. I feel the UN is failing in their methods to control fishing fleets as they should and other countries are not doing enough to secure the wildlife on their land, and the sea shepherds have become a media hungry, false, insignificant, and simply passive "solution" to the issues. I feel a great push to lead a group against environmental oppressors and free the natural world.

If you are interested in this project please PM me it is still in a very infantile stage and i could use some people with more life experience than me. Im sorry i can not stick it out to the end but perhaps if my project takes of i can supply the tribes efforts for being such a great influence in my life. This ideal has changed the way i look at the way we treat the world and i believe many of us are sick monsters no better than murderers that must be stopped before they go any further with their destruction.

This as been a very emotional writing for me, thinking back on the conversations i used to have with Itan Atxur concerning the outcome of this tribe and my own self doubt and his comforting words. And my initial distaste and arguments with Rolyu that later, through understanding, grew into a friendship. The greatness in leadership we had from Hawnu UnìlTxep and Uriuujìn. I dont want to stop writing i feel that if i could just continue to write forever i could relive the dream but i have much more pressing issues now. Issues that wont go away until every environmental destructor in this world is gone.

To think that i would cry over some friends i met online who shared the same ideals and worries and who I've never had the privilege of meeting in person is amazing i couldnt have made it past 16 if it wasnt for you guys. You have given me direction and purpose. I love you all and i mean it. I hope to see you all on our paths through life.

Kìyevame si Eywa ngahu, ma Aysmuk. Oeru yawne aynga lu.
James Blissenbach, Letxuma Swizaw

['Itan Atxur]

I'm sorry to hear this Letxuma Swizaw. Good luck with your project. It sounds like a really great thing you're doing. And of course, you'll always be welcome back if you change your mind. If we ever succeed at this, make sure to visit!!

[Predict]

Sorry to see that you have chosen to leave. As 'Itan said visit soon and if you ever get tired of UN fishing regulations, we'll be here. I will say though, if we do succeed I wouldn't underestimate the impact we could have, it would help to show people that they don't have to be complacent with the world, even if they don't take it to this extreme if could still influence people to change for the better.

[Letxuma Swizaw]

Irayo for your suport! you guys will always be like family so dont fret i will definitely stay connected and i'd love to continue to help the tribes goals reach fruition.

[Txuraeyktan]

Hey, I totally support your desicion(if i could spell it) and I hope everything works out for you. But I am sure the whole tribe will miss you! Just make sure you atleast try to visit us at the tribe when it is finally established

[Fnua Atxkxe]

Good luck with your project, I hope it all goes well and you have my best wishes ^_^