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Offline Takmeyalan te Tsu'erak 'Ewfwefpìkxap'itan

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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #100 on: June 17, 2012, 12:15:11 am »
So, I'm basically crawling out of my depression, because I realized that pain can exist in me (if it has to) without being self destructing. I'm happy but I feel like erupting into tears. Occasionally I cut, not much, though. It's like crying for me, because my tear ducts don't seem to work, lest there be lots and lots of loud and soul ripping yelling. Yeah. Current emotion: numbly unaware of myself
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #101 on: June 20, 2012, 02:04:34 am »
If you're going out with someone new
I'm going out with someone too
I won't feel sorry for me, I'm getting drunk
But I'd much rather be somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at three a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go somewhere with you

I won't sit outside your house
And wait for the lights to go out
Call up an ex to rescue me, climb in their bed
When I'd much rather sleep somewhere with you

Like we did on the beach last summer
When the rain came down and we took cover
Down in your car, out by the pier
You laid me down, whispered in my ear

I hate my life, hold on to me
Ah, if you ever decide to leave
Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

If you see me out on the town
And it looks like I'm burning it down
You won't ask and I won't say
But in my heart I'm always somewhere with you

Laughing loud on a carnival ride, yeah
Driving around on a Saturday night
You made fun of me for singing my song
Got a hotel room just to turn you on

You said pick me up at three a.m.
You're fighting with your mom again
And I'd go, I'd go, I'd go

I can go out every night of the week
Can go home with anybody I meet
But it's just a temporary high 'cause when I close my eyes
I'm somewhere with you, somewhere with you

Somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you
I'm somewhere with you...


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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #102 on: June 20, 2012, 06:53:59 am »
Yes, I have cried that hard. Just last month, I got a migraine and couldn't see out my left eye too well, my nose went numb, and I couldn't taste too well. Hurt like s*** haha But on all seriousness, which I can't possibly manage right now-A-HA HA! ;D ;D I might have taken too many pain pills that day hrh. Let's just say that I was a frickin trainwreck hehe ;D
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #103 on: June 25, 2012, 08:24:29 pm »
We love blindly with our hearts...
But we lust with our eyes...

There is more to this equation, once I figure it out perhaps I will find a mate who sees like I do.
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #104 on: June 27, 2012, 10:50:01 am »
A match made in heaven, I suppose ;D ;D
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #105 on: June 28, 2012, 04:10:37 pm »
Right now, I feel very sad because of Germany's defeat. And I'm also angry, frustrated and irritated because I've reached my daily post limit on Tumblr and it's not even the evening yet. :-\ I hadn't realized I had been posting that much..

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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #106 on: June 28, 2012, 04:51:37 pm »
Well,  f***!    >:(.    I cant tell u guys,  violation of operational security... 
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #107 on: June 29, 2012, 05:14:15 am »
Well,  f***!    >:(.    I cant tell u guys,  violation of operational security...  

I guess this equal a *BEEEEP* instead of the normal thing I guess.

I seem fine...I am fine. but sometimes I wish I could hug someone else I love other than my own family.


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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #108 on: June 29, 2012, 07:46:11 am »
In a state of total disemotion, if that's a word. What's emotion for when it only messes up reasoning and wastes a whole lot of time...
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #109 on: July 03, 2012, 10:51:47 pm »
:'(   That will be all. Think that that will, uh... pretty much... sum it up.  :'( :'( f*** it, I still care. Think that Vicky was the reason for my emotion. The reason that I was able to feel anything, aside from cutting. Now, I don't. Melodramatic as it is, that's what I've come to feel. So, whatever. Think what you wanna think, but that's what I feel. :'(
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #110 on: July 06, 2012, 02:16:44 am »
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me)
For comfort
(Call me)
For solace
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart

(Seek me)
Completion
(Call me)
I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire, to bridge our division
In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment

(Seek me)
For comfort
(Call me)
For solace
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart

(Seek me)
Completion
(Call me)
I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace

(Seek me)
For comfort
(Call me)
For solace
(I'll be waiting)
For the end of my broken heart

Very good song, explains how I feel about her.
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #111 on: July 06, 2012, 01:06:11 pm »
It wasn't long before we had reached the clearing that we had made. We slept there countless times as kids, but we had never thought that it would come to this. Banished, we fled to the place that we glued ourselves to in our youth. The soundtrack of this place was that of rushing, constantly flowing water. In the background was a huge rock that we layed on and watched the stars. Now, this place was our home. We were welcome and belonged here, contrasing all the other previously available options. Our old home; where we were born... All those gathered on that day laghed and mocked while Kxanayä and I walked away, our eyes welled with tears of nothing but hate and sorrow. We walked until the anger became too much... We broke into lament, shouting, running until our legs burned, until our eyes were red from the tears. We can't sleep, torchured by the laughing and booing of those even who raised us to who we are now. They loved us until the second we were'nt exactly what they wanted. We cried for hours together and hated all of them: who did this. We knew that there would be no resolution of this matter... we knew that it was too late. It doesn't seem fair to you, because it isn't. I would give my leg to bet that a good majority didn't even know who or what they were booing and jeering. They had no motive other than to totally f*** us over. To cast the majority vote. To kill us by popular demand. Unfortunately, they didn't. The people who said that they'd help us just exiled us and there isn't a god damn thing that we can do. Just sit there and feel bad for ourselves.

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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #112 on: July 10, 2012, 07:26:21 pm »
Okay. I am f*** PISSED. >:( >:( I am in a band thing provided by All About Music with my brother, as, incidentally we're the most talented kids there. I have wanted to do this for a year. Signing up this year was the thing that I thought about for weeks on end. So, as it is, I play bass (7 years: half my life) and drums (1.5 years). Also, we get to make a CD of the songs that we cover and then much later, like, in October, we perform it live. So, for the CD, I opted to play both bass and drums and also singing. Live, I would play bass and sing majorly backup. Well, today, my brother wanted me to cancel my plans to practice the vocals, where he told me that because I am 13, my singing basically sucks. I told him that that's because I was screaming earlier, but he didm't buy into it. Remember when I said that music was the only thing to live for in my life? Well, now I feel like I can't even do the only thing that gives my life PURPOSE. I know that I'm amazing at bass, and amazing at singing, whereas, my brother SUCKS ASS. Sometimes, I wonder if he's singing or he's killing a cow with a thumbtack.  >:( And, on top of that, he's also said that my bass work needs "um... attention". So I flipped him off and told him to go to hell for killing the last little bit of spirit that I had in this hollow shell of an "ignorant", "arrogant dumbass" who's "too good for himself". >:(

Emotion: A cataclysmic hypernova of hatred, depression, and self-loathing. f*** him.
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #113 on: July 11, 2012, 04:57:18 am »
Exceedingly depressed.



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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #114 on: July 11, 2012, 09:29:14 am »
Seconded. :'(
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #115 on: July 11, 2012, 10:09:39 am »
Thirded  :'( :'( :'(
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #116 on: July 11, 2012, 01:15:43 pm »
Im happy ;D...

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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #117 on: July 11, 2012, 02:35:22 pm »
We three (at least) are in need of pretty desperate help. :'( Will you?
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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #118 on: July 11, 2012, 03:05:49 pm »
I just want to go back in time and start over.



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Re: Current Emotions?
« Reply #119 on: July 11, 2012, 04:14:51 pm »
Me, too. Though, unfortunately (and I'm sorry to sound like a cynnic) it would create a time paradox. You going back in time to cancel something would negate the need to go back in time in the frist place. Trust me, I've thought about this at legnth. :'(
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