Do you think you'll ever find a mate? True love?

['Ì'awn Menari]

----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
---|||---|||---Alone
---|||---|||---Hated
---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depressed
------///\-----or
-----///\\\----just
----///--\\\---Feel in pain put this on your file and help someone out who feels that way people need to know they are not alone

[Rain]

Oh thank everything, I'm not the only one who feels that way!
It's almost like I can feel a clock ticking away inside of me, and with every passing year with literally NOTHING, I feel life and love slipping away... That, and I just lost it again. I loved a guy, but he said no, and now one year after I opened my heart to him, he's getting married. I've not had a date since 2008. Since then, I've been everything from angry to emo about it, even to the point of refusing to believe that it will ever happen to me. But I'm learning to live with it.

Maybe I'm not supposed to experience love yet...Maybe I don't believe in it at all...I don't know. Thanks for listening.

[bommel]

Wow... seems to me that I'm the only one who has no problem with it at all o0

[archaic]

You're sure in the minority, here especially.

[Eana Tanhì]

i'm always optimistic about finding a boyfriend, i think it is the best... i have a friend who always self-pity himself and he's not happy at all... i think it's better to be happy with what i have than be sad about things i don't have... i always think that the most important is to have a true friends in life, if you have them you can be truly happy... i know that i'll meet a guy who i will be the rest of my life with, i'm still young, i can wait till he comes to me ^^ i'm not saying that i wouldn't like to have a boyfriend now, because i would... but i'm happy without him too 
love will come when you at least except it... i have a lot of examples that that is true...
so be optimistic and don't fall in a depresion, you will be only feeling worse that way... love will come eventually 

['Ì'awn Menari]

when i liked this one boy in my NJROTC unit he overheard me and my best friend talk about it while we were walking up to the classroom from drill practice (we had to put our rifles away).  he heard me and gave me this look of distrust, then after that...yeah...i mean he still talked to me in the unit and everything...but...yeah that was painful.

then at the beginning of my senior year (pretty much last october) i realized that i liked one of my friends at school.  sad thing was me and him were at each others throats the school year before so yeah...problem was i knew for a fact that he wasn't going to like me yet i couldn't stop liking him.  when he was happy i was happy, when he was upset i was upset.  he ended up getting crappy girlfriends throughout the year (and i mean they were whores), girls who would cheat on him, or whatever, and break his heart.  i guess the hardest part of this one is the fact "i like him but he likes someone else" -flair

[bommel]

You're sure in the minority, here especially.

perhaps I just have too many projects and work to do which distracts me of thoughts like this

['Ì'awn Menari]

always a positive...i usually have random stuff to distract me, or it doesn't bother me for a period to time but there are always those times where the lonliness and sorrow you've hidden away comes back and hits you like a rogue wave.

[bommel]

always a positive...i usually have random stuff to distract me, or it doesn't bother me for a period to time but there are always those times where the lonliness and sorrow you've hidden away comes back and hits you like a rogue wave.

Hmm... for some strange reason I can't remember ever having had such a moment...
I sleep like a stone in the night, have no strange dreams (I don't know if I dream at all because I can't remember anything), ...

['Ì'awn Menari]

really?  it hits me randomly, day or night it doesn't discriminate with that.  sometimes it's hit me during school, other times it's hit me at night while i'm online.  (and i have a sh** load of lonely flair to back that up), or while i'm writing...

[bommel]

Hmm.. I'm not quite sure if it's a kind of gift or a curse. I just can live with it and don't care 

[Eyamsiyu]

Hmm.. I'm not quite sure if it's a kind of gift or a curse. I just can live with it and don't care 

You'd do well as a professional musician: always on the road.

[Eana Tanhì]

really?  it hits me randomly, day or night it doesn't discriminate with that.  sometimes it's hit me during school, other times it's hit me at night while i'm online.  (and i have a sh** load of lonely flair to back that up), or while i'm writing...

it's called pms... hrh  

[Eyamsiyu]

really?  it hits me randomly, day or night it doesn't discriminate with that.  sometimes it's hit me during school, other times it's hit me at night while i'm online.  (and i have a sh** load of lonely flair to back that up), or while i'm writing...

it's called pms... hrh 

HAHahahaha, wow.

[bommel]

Hmm.. I'm not quite sure if it's a kind of gift or a curse. I just can live with it and don't care 

You'd do well as a professional musician: always on the road.

Hehe, I'll work on that though. But a career as DJ isn't that bad either if I decide to give up sw development

['Ì'awn Menari]

it's called pms... hrh  

HAHAHA SRANE! XD

nah for some reason it always avoids that time of the month XD.  i think it's a slight mental and emotional breakdown after penting everything up for a long period.  but the PMS is a good theory two XD.  hahaha that's a good one XD

[Lolet]

really?  it hits me randomly, day or night it doesn't discriminate with that.  sometimes it's hit me during school, other times it's hit me at night while i'm online.  (and i have a sh** load of lonely flair to back that up), or while i'm writing...

I get that feeling, it says to me, "You stupid piece of s***, why do you hope? You don't love anyone and no one loves you. Give up." Depressing, eh? Luckily it only happens about 2 times a week.

Maybe I'm too young to be lonely? Us ladies just wish to be wanted. 

[Rain]

really?  it hits me randomly, day or night it doesn't discriminate with that.  sometimes it's hit me during school, other times it's hit me at night while i'm online.  (and i have a sh** load of lonely flair to back that up), or while i'm writing...

I get that feeling, it says to me, "You stupid piece of s***, why do you hope? You don't love anyone and no one loves you. Give up." Depressing, eh? Luckily it only happens about 2 times a week.

Maybe I'm too young to be lonely? Us ladies just wish to be wanted. 

I hear you both! It's depressing, yes, but it's also an easy thought to squash when you really want to ignore it.

[Eyamsiyu]

Maybe I'm too young to be lonely? Us ladies just wish to be wanted.  

Don't be a woman that wants a man: be a woman a man wants.

Just be your genuine self, and love will come.  Trying makes things more complicated than desired.  If you just chill, have fun in life, and meet people, you will find that person that you will be with forever.

Not to mention that you Lolet and 'Ì'awn haven't even hit 20 yet.  Finding that perfect mate now is honestly not ideal at your age: focus on having a f***ing blast at life, keeping your grades up in school, and making friends (and just friends).  Dating is fine if you want, but I wouldn't take anything to a serious level until maybe Jr. year of college, especially if you just so happen to be in a relationship that has lasted since high school.  Becoming bonded with a mate in this day and age would make the most sense in the late 20s.

[Tsamsiyu Atsteu]

I am almost 26 and have no mate. Men don't want me, and the ones that do I don't want. I often wonder if there is something wrong with me. So many of my friends have mates, but always, here I am, alone.

Maybe I'm too young to be lonely? Us ladies just wish to be wanted.  

Don't be a woman that wants a man: be a woman a man wants.

Just be your genuine self, and love will come.  Trying makes things more complicated than desired.  If you just chill, have fun in life, and meet people, you will find that person that you will be with forever.

Not to mention that you Lolet and 'Ì'awn haven't even hit 20 yet.  Finding that perfect mate now is honestly not ideal at your age: focus on having a f***ing blast at life, keeping your grades up in school, and making friends (and just friends).  Dating is fine if you want, but I wouldn't take anything to a serious level until maybe Jr. year of college, especially if you just so happen to be in a relationship that has lasted since high school.  Becoming bonded with a mate in this day and age would make the most sense in the late 20s.